Fuckin' destiny

Oh yeah…fuckin’ destiny…I’ll forget about my birthday

2006 – the most awful birthday of my life

2007 – also awful

2008 –seemed perfect and turned to a disaster

2009-normal

2010 – happy family and broken heart…trying to fake a smile

…

I’ll forget about it…years will pass…and I’l became older, but no more cakes or presents...just normal days…



Now the destiny doesn’t help me…my playlist is full with all of my songs I have on the PC…The next button brought me to HIM –Don’t close your heart…Beautiful song I have to admit…But why this??? With 3012 songs…a message- Don’t close your heart…My heart is closed…and seeld Now!



I won’t ask again the Faith for a miracle…It’s sad …but life goes on…( I didn’t really believe it , but it fits …)



Oh yeah…Happy holydays ! And waiting for a new year …But year after year they become worse…

Codrina

 

But did you know, That when it snows...

Ok...You MUST know that you've become my Obsession...[If you'll ever read this]

Anyway , I dreamt about you...and it was so strange...

YOU are strange...

I still feel you touch cold as Ice...

Winter

I wanna be the next snowflake

Which will fall from the sky

On the 22nd of December

And will reach you cheek

And slowly will go down

On your lips and then die-

Melting on you lower lip.

I wanna be the cold winter wind

And after searching you

Through the whole world

I reach your face

And kiss your lips.

I wanna be the winter sun

That warms your face

And steal you a smile.

 

 

Codrina

Poems written in the train station

 

So bizarre and strange

But I want more...

More of You!

I want to meet You in our dreams

And dance together all night long

And when the mourn will came

And the sun will rise

We'll fall together in a sweet kiss!

 

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Sparkling snow was covering my iced heart,

Until the warm of your dark shadow

Reflected in my eyes.

Strange feeling insighted me...

Impossible thoughts invaded my mind

And You've became my strongest wish!

You...

I wish I could reach you...

This is for you ...tonight...

 

Faith, I'm still waiting for your help!

 

Codrina

 

 

Change

A new me... a better me ...

 

My eyes noticed you , time ago,

Meanwhile you're smoking your cigarette...

My change is for you ,

My darling!

My eyes searched you every day-

They've registered all your Moves...

And through all that noise...

I can't forget your voice!

Please Faith  help me

Because I strongly believe in you !

 

Codrina

 

Fucking dreams

Dreams- don't wanna hear about them...dreams - What I really want?

 

To be continued....

Blank

My destiny seems so far away,

Who wrote it may have forget

To fill in some years and days.

He might have been

The most selfish writer in the world,

No descriptions and no feelings,

No colors and no melody,

It's always blank pages...

 

Codrina

Our story

You don't know me,

I neither know myself,

I may seem the perfect girl,

And also the most sinner,

No one is perfect,

So I'm not,

Not even trying...

I may not have wrote

The perfect poem,

I may not have wrote

The perfect song,

I wish I could write

The perfect story,

My story,Our story!

Codrina

 

Mirror

Looking in the mirror,

I don't see myself,

Is more than just a shadow

And less than just a face.

Trying to discover

The perfect shape of me

Is more than just a line

And less than just a paint.

Blinking my eyes

And looking again

Is more than just a sketch

And less than just a body!

 

Codrina

Mirror , mirror on the wall

Who in the land is fairest of all? Certainly  not me...

Oh no...I won't write about " Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs " , but about my Prince Charming.

This handsome and romantic guy who will save me from an evil spell...maybe ...hope so...

Ok, I 'll say he's cute and funny...and the MOST important thing for me is that BECAUSE of him I wrote some poems again...let's say he is now my inspiration, even if it's a BIG word...

About him....in my future posts !

Codrina

you,you and only you...but where are you?

Oh yeah...someone told me that this blog seems emo...dunno what to say...I'm not emo...I'm just strange...I dress goth( sometimes)  ...but  I'm just Strange ;) ,maybe in a Good way or Evil :P ...I prefer the Evil one :P

Ok...that's all about my blog...oh and yeah...something is stucked under my keyboard...and some letters doesn't work...

Ok...Something about the day- nothing...boring...I slept so long....( I love that song- Queen of the damned  :D) And I'm still sleepy :P( mum said that I sleep 18 /24 :O ) Not true...c'mon...

Here comes the song...

Love you Lestat :P

Bloody Dreams for All!

Codrina

Se ti sogno ancora non so cosa faccio...Morfeo lo sai vero quanto ti odio ? Allora pensa al doppio...

...

I killed you!

I covered you with my poison kisses!

I buried you under my ice body!

 

DON'T LABEL ME! YOU DON'T KNOW ME! I'M THOUSANDS OF COLORS AND NUANCES!

 

Nu am chef azi...

No thoughts and NOTHING...
 

No Lust angels to fill my loneliness, no Dark Angels in my darkness ...

Do I need YOU ? Yes and no...Do I want YOU ? Maybe so...You're one more Dead composer...

Codrina

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After a long long time ,here I am also on wordpress thanks to MSN Spaces.I wanted so much to create a new blog,but I didn't want to lose my poems and old stuff...funny and crazy stuff :D.



Now I'm so Cold :( Oh no ,and I'm so bored...But,because of the cold ( my nose is so red that I Look like Rudolf :)) )I have no clue for other poems or songs...:)

SEE you soon with new creations :D !

Codrina

Cupid

 

One day you'll meet Cupid

And you'll hear a strange song

Butterflies you'll feel within you

If you'll be ready to play the game...

 

 

Love is a game and has no rules

But everybody is cheating,

So if you see Cupid

Break his wings and make him cry

Steal his arrows and say 'Goodbye'

Dear,you're not the only one!

 

 

If you'll ever fall in love

As every fall ,you will be hurt

And then you'll cry and suffer

If you want to play the game...

 

 

Love is a game and has no rules

But everybody is cheating,

So if you see Cupid

Break his wings and make him cry

Steal his arrows and say 'Goodbye'

Dear,you're not the only one!

 

 

One day when will be ready

To cheat and you'll feel strong

Will be the time for you ,Girl

To play this old and cruel game...

 

Codrina

Ode to Ville Valo

I  love your hair and your white skin

I love that  You’ve became my sin

 

I love the way You laugh and joke

I love the way You drink your Coke

 

I love the tattoos You own

I love the heartagram You’ve drown

 

I love the way You write your poetry

I love the way You sing and the melody

 

I love the way You wear your beanie

I love when You seem silly

 

I love the way You say the “R “

I love everything You are!

Codrina

Tu

Eşti vis visat la lumina zilei Cu ochii ce privesc in zare La soarele ce rãsare-n depãrtare . Eşti un înger ce in cer apare O fãpturã fermecãtoare! Eşti tot ce ireal se poate imagina, Dar ai fost adevarat, NU uita!

 

Codrina

Moartea unui suflet

Nu voi reuşi sã te inţeleg! Tot ce am facut a fost sã te pierd Tot ce trebuie acum e sã te urãsc Dar, recunosc, inca mã mai gândesc… Clipe minunate desenez in gând Gesturi neimplinite le privesc plângând Cuvinte nerostite le aud mereu Iar in visul meu eşti şi tu şi eu !

Codrina

Your Sin

The girl with high hills and black dress

Red lipstick and white skin

Long straight hair and dark eyes

You know her – She’s your Sin!

Codrina

I’m not a writer

Have you ever meet Someone

That really understands You?

Have you ever meet Someone

That really listen to what You say?

Have you ever meet Someone

That will never leave you back down?

I do, I met the Poetry

That will always be a part of Me!

Codrina

Leaves

Summer goes,winter comes

Leaves are falling all around

Autumn makes me feel just like a leaf

Which is just about to fall

And reach the ground

During its last second of life

‘Cause leaves’ life is so short

Just from Spring to Autumn

And they  sometimes see the Winter,

But never see the Frost

They just love the white Snow…

Codrina

Lady vampire-I want you Blood

Your neck is so precious

Your blood is so delicious

You taste is unforgetable

Your flavour so addictable!

Codrina

Rain

Heavy rain is falling down

Lights are all over the sky

Thunders create the soundtrack

And the background is so dark…

You cannot sleep because of th erain

I cannot sleep because I love this scene

And another thing that I love is You,

But you ? You just hate the rain….

Codrina

My sonetto…

Just Past

More than a year has passed

And I can’t forget your kiss

Your flavour is still on my lips

Since that summer day – Just Past.

 

More than a year has passed

And I still feel your touch

You know, I loved you so much

But those summer days – Just Past.

Codrina

Black and White

Black and white angel

You both appear in my dreams

So similar,but so different

Loves of my life,

Pain and sofference.

White Angel,so crazy and sweet

Black Angel,so perfect and deep

Words and thoughts

Lurking in my mind

I must forget

‘Cause is so far!

Codrina

Contradiction

 

I don’t want You

And I Want You

My illusion is You

Me Desire is You

And I hate You

And I Love You

And I ‘ll kill You

I will Kiss You

I don’t wanna see You

I need You

You., You and Only You…

But who the Fuck are You?

 

Codrina

Smooth

 

You’re smooth evrytime in my dreams

I feel your  shadow

Because you are a part of me

You’re smooth. . .

…

I need you and I feel you

I want you  and I need you

…

Because I, I am a dreamer

A dreamer that will never die

And I ‘m dreaming

I’m dreaming of you…

Every night you’re in my dream

I feel you within…

Within my soul…dark soul…

…

I need you and I feel you

I want you  and I need you

…

Every morning you’re in my mind

I feel you every day

When I get up I see your image..

And I feel like I’m in your arms…

But It’s only a Dream., a smooth dream

…

I need you and I feel you

I want you  and I need you

…

But when I see you,

I feel that I’m dreaming…

I  wanna stay in your arms

But do you see me?

I can’t look into your dark eyes

Oh,your eyes…

…

I need you and I feel you

I want you  and I love you

…

Codrina